FEAR

Having gone through my 25 years of existance,i have always wondered if i was the only one feeling the pain,feeling the loneliness inside me as if i have been pierced a hundred times and all i can do is feel the pain,an emptiness that only leads to more and more darkness.The concoction of all this leaves me to believe that i have been carrying a lot of baggage,whether how i felt as a child, felt when i was beatten up,felt at a loss,,,,,that deep loss within has only grown into a big giagantic demon within me,,,,"FEAR"! Yes the same fear that keeps me and all of us away from seeing all the beautifull things we have and we are going to recieve as we sail towards the end of our lives.

HELL!!! I dont know what life is and all that academical crap i keep reading day in and day out,,,all i know its our mind.Our mind holds the key to all, whether we are going to be happy or sad.
Its ironic, how we keep working and dreaming of our better future and in all that hula huu,,,, forget about the beautifull memories that are engraved in the past. LOVE,FAMILY,FRIENDS, MONEY, CARREER,,,,,,,,the list will go on,,,,,,where it stops is when we stop to think,wait a minute!!!!EM I HAPPY???? ARE YOU HAPPY????IS EVERY ONE ELSE HAPPY?????
We both know the answer is "NO". Unleash that fear within and lose that baggage, Life is dying to embrace you ,live it full AND make sure to live without "FEAR".